So its been a while and SO SO much has happened! Over this past year I have learned so much about who I am and what I am willing to put up with relationship wise as well as work wise. I was in a relationship with a guy who I thought was amazing. The truth is I still think he is a great guy but he is not the one for me. I do hope one day for whatever reason we will be able to speak and get along on a normal basis. I am working 2 jobs and having a blast....so far. I definitely know that I do not want to do it long term but for now the money is nice. I have moved out on my own or with a roommate rather I like it but do miss my family time so to say. I feel that I am an easy person to live with and living with 6 other people for 5 years I thought it would be a breeze to go to one. She is great but its odd getting up to a quiet house or even coming home to an empty house but I am learning.
I do struggle with all of my good friends being married and some starting families while others have already had them. I know one day my prince will come but it gets old being the only single one at the party or the family reunion or just being the single friend. This past relationship made me really not even want to date again but I have moved past that now and feel ready. I guess only time will tell.
This week has been interesting all on its on I have had the unique opportunity to work in a store where I can grow I am going to Vegas with the company in April for a premiere which I am so pumped about. I also learned something to which I pose this question if you knew someone was struggling with a situation and knew it was about to hit them again would you warn them? I want to but not sure quite what to say or if it is even my place. I have expressed how I feel about it and yet they keep doing the same thing, but now I don't want to say I told you so, so I think I may just let them do their thing and just be a friend to them when it happens. I D K....this prob does not make much sense but I had to get it off my chest so to say.